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I lay inside myself
at the bottom of my stomach.
Only the echos of my past
to keep my company.
I hate the hate I give
like gifts of poison and pain.
Daylight is not my friend,
light shows the scars of time.
And we all know who time is,
not the healer he claims to be.
But a bitter tortured old man,
trying to bend and break me.
I melt into the wall behind you,
then no one can see through me.
There I whither and decay,
I can watch it all happen.
You always see it coming eventually.
Sometimes it is just too late.
I see what it does to you,
but I am not in awe of your distance.
I play with my mind a bit,
toss it around like a rubber ball.
Mix it up so that memories fade,
become jumbled, then discarded.
I guess I will close my eyes now.
There is nothing else I can do.
I don't want to stay in here forever,
but I have no choice this time.
But I have won this one old man,
you put no limit on MY forever.
And I can make it stop right now...

Date Written: October 07, 2003
Author: airea
Average Vote: 3.4

10/7/2003 anonymous (5):
11/5/2003 qualcomm (1): Jump! Jump! Jump!
11/7/2003 Will Disney: man
12/23/2003 Dylan Danko (1): Disney, perhaps we should have negative ratings. You know what this Airea girl needs right?
12/23/2003 Dylan Danko: Unless of course the joke's on us.
12/23/2003 Will Disney: Isn't it always, though?
12/25/2003 Benny Maniacs (1): Sorry, but earnesty doesn't go down well with this bunch. P.S. Don't give up, you still have friends.
12/25/2003 Will Disney: come on - what about the importance of being earnesty?
01/7/2004 Captain Crunch (5): Oh, come on guys. Don't tell me this didn't move you! I thought it was real sweet!
02/13/2004 Dick Vomit: Wait. This is a teen suicide note.
03/14/2004 Mr. Pony (5): For balls.
05/5/2004 Jon Matza: Wait a second...what about MY forever??
05/5/2004 TheBuyer (5): buncha dicks.
05/5/2004 Ferucio P. Chhretan (5): Was this the last short ever written by Airea?
05/6/2004 Will Disney: first, last, and only
05/8/2004 Mr. Pony: This deserves a second look, maybe!
05/13/2004 Mr. Pony: And perhaps a third!!
05/13/2004 TheBuyer: ...is the pain better, sugar? someone made a really great tribute about you and it got posted today, it got a lot of stars and everyone remembered you...can you still logon in heaven, sweetie?
05/17/2004 qualcomm: by the way, airea, it should be "I LIE inside myself," not lay.
05/17/2004 qualcomm: just a heads up.
12/29/2004 The Rid (1): A corrective 1-star for all the fives below.
02/9/2005 Mr. Pony: Daasmat iekaalakman in isment bou melintaar doufu aalakmaan il kaalav.
02/9/2005 Mr. Pony: Aalakmaan.
02/9/2005 Will Disney (5): corrective five stars